Caitlin, Chili, Snow Toes

You know who's a person that I enjoy? Caitlin. I haven't seen her since Christmastime and I won't see her again until probably late July, but I like her. I do.

I finished my paper yesterday, and then swept and bought a flower for Nikki cuz she had been feeling down. Meanwhile it was snowing like mad. She brought home a Halbes Hänchen (a half a chicken) and we ate that with broccoli, then drank some wine and went to the pub. After Nikki was horribly insulted by this man, and I sat and talked to the amazingly intelligent and attractive bartender Kirsten, I ran home through the snow.

Today, she was all better, and we went shopping, and I got Tofu! In a jar! And then we converted a recipe into the metric system and made some chili, and I ran out to get some beer, and then we started watching Back to the Future, but Nikki was too tired for all of that, so now she's sleeping, and I'm writing.

Oh, and due to her snow toes, Manon is not coming tonight, but rather tomorrow night. I'm still quite excited.

Off to Amsterdam

Um, yeah, so Nikki and I are going to Amsterdam in like 6 hours. We are so falling all over each other in happiness. I just got the results from my class and from a test I took. I passed the test, and can study on my own anywhere in Germany and I got a fuckin A in the class. Nikki got the same. Yesterday I went to Wittenberg with three French people, a Slovakian and me. We went around and saw all the Martin Luther 95 Theses museum stoff, then it hailed, and then i came home. I was a little bit late and nikki text messaged me saying that she was starting dinner. I ran into Plus (the local market) and tried to buy some wine for us, but the line was hella long, so i just went home. I got to the door, and nikki was making Brotsuppe (german bread soup) and she had bought a bottle of wine. How perfect. WE went to the pub and the bartenderin wanted our emails so that she could invite us to a party. how fucking cool is that. then we went to the imbiss and the turkish man showed me and nikki pictures of his wife back in turkey. it was sad. anyways. its cold as fuck here. the high is about 50, low below freezing. that's all for now. John

So, I'm done with my Sprachkurs and I improved my test score by 10 percent, from 79 to 89. I am now in the highest level class for learning German. That makes me happy.

Theres something else that makes me happy. Nikki Sitzmann. I don't know what the fuck is going on, but we're frightened by each other, but we've already talked about moving in together, because we're together every day and every night. We're going to Amsterdam and Bruxelles on Wednesday. Ich kann es aber nicht glauben, weisst du? And she has given up on the idea that we're not together, she knows it and I know it, and it's scary as fuck because noone has the power, we're just two vulnerable people falling in love. Ich kann es aber kaum glauben.

Yesterday she, Jon, and I went to Potsdam and had this discussion with this bartender for awhile about how americans are so "verklemmt" which means "all tied up" in the sense that we hint at things, whereas as Germans say them blatantly. The bartender told us to stop complaining and vote Bush out of office, and when we said that we didn't know what was to be done, he said, don't you have free speech, voice your opinion. Although I feel that was simplistic, this man just randomly said this to us in Potsdam, it was strange. He said, du bist verklemmt. You're binding yourself. Yeah. Tomorrow Im going with Nikki, Jerome (France), Martin (Slovakia) and perhaps some others to Wittenberg Lutherstadt, the city with the Wittenberger Dom, where Martin Luther nailed the 95 theses to the door, and started the reformation. Im excited

shacks and castles

caitlin, i found the castle. write me your email address so i can write you.

Friedrichshain

So, I have been having an interesting time here. I've been going out almost every night, and getting to know this girl Nikki. Im pretty into her, but shes not to me, but we sleep together and hold each and its schön. on saturday nicht nikki marty shaina and i went out to hear some indian music, but we were too late cuz we stopped for some jäger to drink on the train..... you can drink anywhere you want here.....and missed the tram. so instead we had some sudanese food from an imbiss, (like a taco stand) and then went to Friedrichshain, an older berlin district, and we went to an absinthe bar and had some fun. we then went back and smoked some weed. ive pretty much become an everyday smoker here, (cigarrettes i mean). on sunday we went to brunch in kreuzberg, the turkish district, and then to the flohmarkt (fela market) in Schöneberg, the gay district, where i bought a guitar and then played on the street with nikki for lots of hours. last night nikki and i went to warschauer straße, the "hip" place, and ended up finding the east side gallery, a milelong remaining piece of the Berlin Wall. WE bought some beer, strolled along it, got to the end found nothing near Ostbahnhof, bought another beer, got on the s-bahn, then the u-bahn, to Kreuzberg again, and ate some strange faux mekican food and had a corona with lime. beacuse all the beers were half liters, we were pretty trashed and just sorta slept on the way home. my class is great and i learn a lot. and in about 2 weeks i think nikki and i are going to go to amsterdam and paris, or to warsaw and moskow..... im not sure which, or maybe to halle, this east german town thats still in love with the DDR (Deutsche Demokratische Republik,,,, former East Germany). I don't know, we'll see. Also muss ich weg, da es so viele wartenden Leute hier gibt. Ciao.